Okay. This is not a big of a deal to announce, but its either now or never. There is... several problems im experiencing, and its... probably not a problem. Probably. First: Im having a huge change in my biorythm (sleep related) and most of the time I waking up around... from 7pm to 11pm. It might not sound seriously, but it slowly kills me. Emotionaly. Sometimes I dont sleep at all, and most of my friends and companions know about it. I used to that. The problem with this - i can't catch some of my friends or players that live in Europe or kinda near it, because most of them go to sleep at this time. And its not just friends, but players on EU servers, most of the Staff and other people I could talk to. So, if you're asking yourself: "where the hell this bastard?", then answer is - Sleeping. Or on coffee, trying not to kill people out of eexitement and slight anger. Second: Since I told you about biorythm... I cannot write because of it. And if I start to write something - I always get interrupted by something. Its really annoying and demoralizing. Even now, when just started to type "First" - someone needs my help. I can't deal with that! It puts stress on me, and im not able to concentrate on my work. It kills my time and interest in writing. And pours another cup of anger onto me. Third: New Year will be diffirent for me, since new laws and rules will be implemented. People without work will pay a fee, and that's not right. Not right at all. I either will concentrating on finding myself a working place, or ill be fucked. And, since First and Second propblems are existing in my life, they will push harder on this problem and, of course, on my shoulders. Without sleep, free time and will to work - i will be somewhat... dead. Still, ill try to pull myself together! If ill complete all my work, then I will rest for the in December and January. If not - i will take forced hiatus, until everything is settled. Even if it will take for a month - I will check on forum and games, but without any type of moderating. I will keep you guys posted on this situation. And rest well.
I'm sorry to hear about your issues and hope they're fixed, don't take priority over things that will hinder your ability in real life with sleep etc, we want you alive not overdosing on coffee I used to have a major sleeping issue but i fixed it just by staying up for 2 days straight and then going to sleep around 9PM which fixed my sleeping issue due to how tired i was it got me back into a pattern, not sure if this'll help with you but it's a worth a try, I hope things get better for you as I don't like to see a friend with problems :3 P.S Good luck with the job searching
