Do you ever had that feeling when you're depressed and about to hit your limit, and when you hit it - you just start to cry without a reason? For me its a sign that I need to take a breather and step away from everyone and everything. No interactions with people, no conversations and stuff... just some "alone" time. It will take about a week or so for me to get in shape. I hope i'll get something done in that time and i'll not waste my time for nothing and go completly insane in the end.
Just wanted to reiterate what I've said on discord, take as much time as you need man hopefully everything will be alright.
;w; I'll miss mai russian but I know where you're coming from, as counter said take all the time you need and come back when you're 100% certain you're ready! I hope the time you take off gives you chance to get into a happy and positive state of mind and you get a lot done within the time you're away from us.
Take as much time as you need, I hope that things will go well for you. Might not know you very well since I rarely got much of a chance to speak with the staff members, but I really hope that you would be alright once things have settled down for ya. Take care.
