Recently i've been having... depressing thoughts and even doing things to myself, it's gotten so bad I feel like i'm going to hurt the community more in the long run and have come to thoughts of resigning; i want you all to be honest, no "oh it will b oki m8 shit g4ts better" be honest, Keep in mind all the shit ive done in past even though i say "oh past is past m7" take it into consideration when replying. I need you all to be 100% honest so I know I make the right decisions.
Of course you're needed here. I also believe you haven't done anything catastrophic to us, either. Just please, though, do not hurt yourself in any way. I've been through depression many times myself and know how harmful it can be. : (
I wish you'd reconsider your position. As much as you might have started up disputes within the staff administration and such, I will be the first to say that if you leave, the staff administration will lose an active staff member like ya. You are literally one of the only staffs I see who frequent around the servers often, alongside with Razor.
Not sure who the fuck said 'No' on the poll, but shame on you. ________________ For situations like these, @Viral, it is certainly best to avoid polling. I know where you're coming from, but that stuff risks attracting jackassery.
I'm gonna be 100% honest, but keep in mind that my opinion isn't really worth anything as I'm not really active here/don't know what goes on behind the scenes. Every time I've interacted with you it was just fine if not enjoyable. I think you're a pretty cool dude and it would be nice if you stuck around. But are you needed here? Probably not. Devinity probably wouldn't collapse unless Bayrock or Donnie left. Extra well-rounded moderators are always useful though. If you're wondering I wasn't the one that I voted no, but I guess my response leans tword that. Doesn't mean that you're not wanted though.
Yes and no; reasons are stated on Frozen's post (same applies to the rest of us including me). But as always, take as much time as you need because I (we) don't want to lose you & don't be afraid to talk to one of us if you need any help.
Myself personally I wouldn't say we are good friends or friends at all. We've had our problems in the past here and there. Doesn't mean I want you to resign. Do what you think is best.
Viral, It is your job no to ask yourself if your needed as in reacess your thoughts and feelings, not only based on our responses, but also your current administration experience. People obviously needed you and called upon you for help like the rest of the staff. IMHO all the staff members are equally needed that's what makes up our current administration, and our uniqueness as a community. But for a final decision you need to ask yourself, you can't rely on us for a total validation.
You know what everyone will say, Viral. Even if some will stay silent, just because they afraid - We, your friends, those who know you and care for your every move in life - We fuckin' rootin for ya'! And its not just me who's worrying. There are lots of other peope not just IN Devinity, but in outside world, that care about you as well. You will never be alone. We all fuck up sometime in the past, and Past is past. Its gone. Forgoten. You should not care about it, since is not gonna run back. Just remember my advices and everything will be ok. Also, you know who you need to talk to in this situations. ME and Jeff (and mb other guys and gals) can always talk to you and help you as much as we can. If others dont prove you this, then I will.
Thank you everyone for being honest, i'm going to reconsider over the following days on my own behaviour and then decide. It's nice to see that people were honest in this as I thought I was just some outsider with a rank who no one really would miss if I was gone.
I'll be honest I don't know you @Viral, but when I was here and had thoughts on leaving, I wasn't sure how it would go either. I helped keep the community afloat, but had my own person things to deal with as well. So when I did actually resign, to my surprise everything worked out just fine. Devinity is still here. So if you feel you need to work on yourself, don't push that off. Take care of yourself first and get your mental health in check. Mental health is just as important as physical health. Take a break or resign if you feel it's necessary, only you can make that decision. I'm sure you will always be welcome back if you decide that as well. If you need someone to chat with, feel free to hit me up.
You're needed just as much as any other mod i guess. But this post is attention craving and I will not praise you to inflate your ego/get you to stay. That's on you cucko.
Thank you be honest and i'm sorry if it did come across as that way, if it's brought up again that i'm seeking attention i'll most likely delete this just to stop that being implied.
